Wed Feb 17:
I feel like crap today, and it’s supposed to be one of my good days, at least I thought it was. I’m tired, but I can’t sleep, and my wrists hurt. I was productive in the morning though – from 4:00 am to 5:30 am, then again from 8:30 am to ~ 2:00 pm. I might have to make up some hours over the weekend.
Feeling like crap sucks!
Just when I thought I had this shit figured out – turns out I don’t. Is it cause I’m taking my meds earlier? Maybe I’m bummed about work? But I got a lot done today. Mayhaps I ate too much garbage? I want to curl up in my bed and disappear! I’m going to try to force myself to do something – like leave my bedroom and sit on the couch.
Fuuuuuuuuuuck! Grrrrrr!
