Sun Mar 07:
Dee taught the boys how to cook chicken breast today. I am not a big chicken breast fan. I like chicken wing and rib parts – that’s about it. André asked me to show him, but I recommended he go to his sister. She’s excellent; the chicken always comes out flavorful and tender. If there are leftovers, she makes chicken salad sandwiches.
Back to work. Anxious AF for no apparent reason as usual, but I’ll just go with the flow, knowing I’ll be fine tomorrow. I’m done trying to understand this feeling anymore. It is not what it is. Look what I found … I don’t know how good/reputable the site is … Tap Therapy – Instructions are on your right. I doubt it’s gonna work cause I probably won’t remember to use it. My doctor was supposed to send me some ADHD pre-self-assessment questionnaire, but I didn’t receive it yet.
When I think about all the things I wanted to be, it’s phenomenal that I managed to embrace project management long enough to make it a career. Even though the administrative aspects are the same, no two projects are ever alike, even when you’re implementing the same software. I like that the people, environment and circumstances around the implementation are dynamic and sometimes you have to improvise – there’s always something to learn.
I have to take Matt back to SickKids this Tuesday for his second MRI – They’re still trying to figure out what’s going on with his left ear.
It was hard for me to get going this morning. Had three false starts, finally got up around 1:30 pm. My iPad case and screen protector came. Son of a … I just realized that Mar 17 is NEXT Wednesday – Balls!!! Damn it! I’m magnificently bummed that I have to wait till next Wednesday for my iPad – Rhino rage for ten days.
There are so many writing classes on Second City – I’ve eliminated several, down to these:
- Writing escape (online) at 95$ for four weeks
- Writing drop-in (online) no price listed
- Personal essay 101 (on-demand) no price listed
- Personal essay writing (online) 225$ for four weeks – each class is three hours long
- Writing lab content creation (online) at 195$ for four weeks – each class is three hours long
I think I might start with the on demand class. I don’t know. Although I am really good at hyper focusing, four, six, eight hours or more, I can’t time it to class. At 4:00 pm I’m usually sleepy, I might end up wasting my money. My hyper focusing happens either mad early in the morning or late at night – this is why I like to start work early or stay late. But I feel like if I do the on-demand I might slack off – I wish I could take the same principles I apply at work to my personal life and get shit done in a flash (bang-grenade). I should actually check to see if anywhere else offers this type of writing.
That’s it for me, I’m gonna sleep and try not to stress about going to work tomorrow – tap, tap, tap, tap. Once I start, I’ll be alright.
Just do it!
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