… Do animals doubt themselves?
So I said, “No way! I love having things in my vagina. Including that wood-splintered tray over there. What you waiting for!?”
You must watch A Complete Unknown (2025) and Jenny Pen (2025). However, halfway through JP, I was like, “If they don’t throw out this piece of trash, I’m going to be angry.” I also like that his dispatch was unexpected.
I really dis/liked John Lithgow’s character. It’s crazy that I recognize that Knees Up, Mother Brown song. But it bothered me that the staff ignored the other tenants. It says so much about how we dismiss the elderly, especially when they’re sick or nearing the end of life. Like they don’t matter anymore. And those homes really are like that. I hope I can always defend myself, physically and verbally.
If I was ever in that position, I’d steal a fork from the dining room, sleep with one eye open and wait for that motherfucker to come to my room. I like the idea of stabbing someone in the neck with a fork. It’s appealing; maybe I did it in a past life.
On the flip side, A Complete Unknown hit me hard in a good way. Watching BD try to break away from folk music was inspiring, and seeing Johnny Cash was cool too. I’m also a fan of his music.
Growth takes guts. I hope I’m never boxed in or kept from evolving. I love that my voice is authentic, and I get to share. I intend to keep it that way.
Life in 2025
The weather is shitty and it’s affecting me. I haven’t been sleeping. So much for the CBTi program, but I can’t blame them cause I only went to the first session. UGH!!!
I’m having a moment—that fear of sounding repetitive. At times, it can be so overwhelming that it prevents me from writing for a bit. I know that might seem strange because I wrote a lot in the last week, but there’s lots more that I didn’t post. And sometimes I think, who cares if I sound repetitive? Me! That’s who.
Even if my content is repetitive, I still need to get it out of my system, right? I hope that’s true and not something I tell myself for comfort. UGH!!!
Anyway, I apologize if my shit’s so the same that you can’t stomach reading it. But I hope that’s never the case.
Hey, Who Said That
I don’t know who said this one exactly, and it may be in multiple books, but the mandate contains information that should give you clues to the book you might find it in.
I hope you had a better week than me. (than I did?)
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