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Life and Meh – Q2ish

Tue May 4:

It’s official – I’ve turned into an old baby. Today I worked from 6-11 am then I slept then I worked again from 3:30-9 pm. All day I been updating this presentation and I can’t say that I am completely happy with it right now. I hate rushing but I need to finish it this week or at least enough for a review by Thursday. I’m not happy with the layout but I might be overthinking it and I have to remember that it doesn’t have to be perfect – BUT it has to be perfect enough for our clients and I’m not feeling that yet!

I should turn figuring out my mental health into an OKR – for real. I’m still waiting for that damn DBT clinic. But in the meantime, I requested an appointment at my old clinic. My afternoon work was completed in the living room using my mobile-monitor-desk thing-a-ma-jig. It worked out well. It’s nice to have somewhere else to work.

I wanted to keep my iPad only for non-work work but I think it may come in handy for note-taking and prevent me from grabbing pieces of paper then having to waste time transferring the info (I can use my pencil in the OneNote app) – I often feel the need to write, it’s a compulsion almost and writing isn’t the same as typing – it’s a different kind of energy and I am almost certain that I remember things better when I write them down vs typing – It’s an assumption I’m making based on a feeling.

Eleven Madison Park is going completely vegan when it reopens in June – Isn’t that amazing! AND … it’s a Michelin three star restaurant – Now when people ask me why I’m vegan, instead of saying it’s because of a PETA article on Animal Crossing that made me feel like a hypocrite because how can I have animal villagers and eat animals – vs it’s because I want to do my part to help Earth get better – way cool! But then I’d be lying because the PETA article is responsible for waking up the vegan in me.

I’m going to have a drink and go to bed.

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