Took the subway like a boss today! I got lost twice, but I still say “like a boss” because I didn’t panic and think about taxiing. I don’t even know how I ended up on the wrong train the second time; I was like, what’s going on? Am I seeing the stations I just came from? And sure enough, I was!
I was like, Oooh! I know the answer. I know the answer! God be homophobic. Bad God! Bad! FYI: I are not homophobic 🙂
ONE FACE ONLY
Sometimes you think you know someone! Something is bothering me, and I cannot precisely place my finger on it or describe it to you. JUST KNOW …
I forever want to be the person with one face – not two, four, or three.
Of course, people will see what they want regardless, but I want to be authentic to me, and if I am, then everyone should see my one face. And also, of course, different social situations call for adjustments but I don’t want that adjustment to be fake or feel fake to me.
I think I am pretty good at self-monitoring. For example, sex jokes aren’t entirely off the table at work, but I know who I can and cannot joke with in that way.Â
I never want to be fake or treat anyone like garbage – EVER! I don’t mind if whoever calls me all kinds of names, but those names must never, never, never, ever include unkind, toxic, mean, insincere, cruel, inauthentic (fake, phony), or other such stuff like that. All those would hurt very badly.Â
Sam
MUSEUM TWO
I learned that I love sculptures.
And I felt all artsy in shit cause I immediately recognized works by Pollock, Picasso, and Matisse. I’m proud of myself and I promise not to become one of those people who make you feel like shit cause you don’t recognize a piece. “Oh my homophobic God! You don’t know who that is!”
One new artist I’m adding to my love list! Lee Ufan. There’s more but he’s the first one that comes to mind.
Me will tell more ’bout MoMA tomorrow!
TUE JUN 14, 2022
