Disclaimer: Any misspellings are purposeless.
Why does LLama need two elles? English language! Fuck you! I love words. Them make me happy! Except if them are English! I am still learning French and Japanese. I love that feeling when you speak to someone in their language – it’s just a different kind of connection and it feels so good!
I ham happy to tell you … still keeping my carb count low, no more than 30 grams per day and sometimes as low as 14. Are you proud of me? Yes, you are! And there’s a patter to my junk food cravings – they happen between 7:00 pm to 11:00 pm if I am still awake.
I don’t know what happens when I sleep – does the craving sleep too or is it awake stewing? “Yeah, bitch! You think you got me beat. Wait till you wake up!”
Earlier this week I was craving Mr. Puffs – formerly known as Loukemades. They are so good! OMG. My son walked into the living room.
“Matt! Do you want Mr. Puffs!”
“No, I don’t and neither do you!”
“Fine! You asshole!” And I didn’t order any – Thank you, baby!
I Identify as Love. Unadulterated
Sam the Honest
(that needs to go into a poem)
Willing to:
– forgive, but that doesn’t mean I will keep you in my life
– understand your perspective, but that doesn’t mean I have to agree with you
– be supportive, of service, kind, playful and sometimes annoying
– question everything
– be disliked, even hated
– be me no matter what
I will:
never say anything about someone that I cannot say to their face
remain curious, open, authentic, brave and frank (with/out tact)
keep learning, writing
I hate missing workdays when Bossman takes everyone out to lunch. Any other day is fine! Why free food days!? My latest tango with vertigo made me miss out. The time before that, again because of vertigo, I missed out was when Matt was doing West Side Story. Which sucks but losing out on free food is way worse.
I haven’t flown into any menopausal ranges recently, unfortunately.
🎶
Do you remember that song?
I like to arson, arson
I like to murder, murder
I like to
Rape
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My romantic/sex life is nonexistent but I’m still lookin’ out for my one guy! In the meantime, I continue to love myself, read, write, learn shit and relish the destruction caused by my hot flashes.
I hope life is fantastic for you, with lots of laughter and supportive people around the places you frequent.
Sat Jun 8
I don’t usually post my journal this early,
but it’s my blog. I can do whatever I want! Ha ha!Photo by Ekaterina Shakharova on Unsplash
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