Inspiration and motivation have abandoned me
Why I write has become an unsolvable mystery
In fits and starts - I wake and stare at the ceiling
Waiting in the dark for the Universe to speak up
Waiting at my desk for words to type themselves
Waiting with my green and gold Faber Castell 2H
Ready for magical phrases to spill onto the pages
Instead, what do I get …
Disjointed language and intrusive thoughts
Who are you kidding? Submit! It’s time to quit!
You!? Not the smartest. Farthest from an artist!
Will I close the book and put away my pencil
Never revealing the things I cannot find words to say
To be satisfied in tucking away ... all that
Agitates, infuriates and frustrates
Makes me wonder and love the skin I’m under
Makes me appreciate life and everyone in it
I am grateful for how far I've come
It's not always easy, but it sure is fun
Overall, the world has been good to me
And now ...
I need to trust, hang on and commit
For the hard-won, I won’t come undone
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