I left for the office today at 8:15 am and was surprised to see there was hardly any traffic on the TTC. It was wonderful. This guy even got to take up the L-shaped five-seater napping. I guess most people work from home on Friday.
For my artist date, I saw the Divina Dali exhibit. It was just ok. Learned a new word this week; “rotoscoping.” Sounds like a medical procedure. And by the way – I’m way behind on my animation and I’m not sure how far I’ll get by Sunday because I still have my Second City homework to do.
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WHAT THE FUCK by I Monster
Daydream
I dream of you amid the flowers
For a couple of hours
Such a beautiful day
I dream a dirty dream of you
Crawling on the bathroom floor
You float around the room and you’re naked
Then you’re flying out the bedroom door
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I dream a dirty dream of you
Swinging from the chandelier
I climb up the walls ’cause I want you
But when I reach you, you disappear
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Well … I also monster because I daydreamed about poisoning the rats and then I felt very awful. And right after, I wondered why social events stress me out – I can be in a classroom with strangers. I can work with strangers. I can take the subway with strangers. When I examine it, I believe there is an expectation I have to talk to these people at a small party or other similar event. But maybe I don’t have to talk to anybody.
A few years ago I made it to a co-worker’s house party and I stood in the same corner the whole night and people came to talk to me and that wasn’t bad. Sooooo … the next time someone invites me to their thing I gonna go. My anxiety will turn into rocket fuel and propel me to the event or it will explode me with crippling diarrhea.
You had good Friday yes! Next week I will share a few of my favourite Dali paintings with you.
Fri Jun 16, 2023
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