At it again, skiing uphill Gale force winds Slapping my face Disgrace Monumental fights Can I do one thing right The snow is blinding bright Pills! At my bedside On my desk For better or worse This life feels cursed And I cry and endure And sweat and scream “I can’t take it anymore!” Break... Continue Reading →
Do not go alone You should not be on your own Know when to get help "Please help me!" ... takes bravery NO SHAME! Give your pain a name (From Sam w/ Plenty Lots of Hugs and Well Wishes)
When the ground don't touch my feet When the ceiling and I meet Writing helps me deal When I'm boiling with rage Writing sedates When too much I feel Writing helps me heal My sword and my shield Writing is ideal Through writing, I reveal and conceal I unravel and tangle I become More than... Continue Reading →
My intense emotions and practical feelings of a constant conspiracy Causes me to believe people are out to get me But are they really Actually In my emotional fog I cannot see But I'm aware enough to question my reality Which may or may not Cause me to see feelings clearly
Mondays affect mePerfectly negativelyStruggling by weakly
Tomorrow is Family Day! I'm in the throws of my first mid-life crisis of 2022 - Four more to go. I feel blah! Spent most of my day in bed - I'm glad tomorrow is a holiday. 🎶 I got Monday blues, straight through Sunday blues. Good morning heartache. Here we go again. 🎶 I really need... Continue Reading →
Wed Dec 29: Me met lady in sauna - she told me all about sauna tradition in Russia. I learned two words, "Ban-ya" and "Ven-kee," and another that I cannot spell even phonetically - but it is a way to wish someone well, like, "May the heat from the ban-ya bring you good fortune." (something... Continue Reading →
Sun Nov 07: BTW - my money is on the Dust Bunnies. It turns out I am going to have to learn to love yoga pants because I cannot find basketball shorts that I like. The one pair I have I bought years ago, like when I was in university from a store in the... Continue Reading →
Wed Jun 30: Happy Canada Day! (it's already midnight ) Today I realized that I have two full time jobs - lucky for me, both are rewarding. Please know that I am not talking about being a mom - that ship has left the marina. This week after work I have mostly been working on... Continue Reading →
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