Apr 8 – Journal Entry

So ... I know I said I wouldn't bring up the whole thing about Dog Walker living with someone again, but I didn't say I wouldn't test him (evil hand rubbing gestures and laughter). With the long weekend coming up, he asked if he could see me in person - We agreed to keep the... Continue Reading →

Apr 7 – Journal Entry

Today I decided to ask the Dog Walker if he's married. I couldn't hold back anymore because AGAIN today when we video chat, he's outside walking his dog. Common! Three times in a row - and the one time you can't walk your dog you also cannot talk to me. So I ask him if... Continue Reading →

Apr 6 – Journal Entry

My writing schedule is off. Same for my sleeping and eating habits. I think the guy I had my first ever video chat with is married. It's just a feeling, but I can't shake it. The first time we chatted, he was outside. Said he had to walk the dog and also told me he... Continue Reading →

Apr 4 – Journal Entry

Today I had my first virtual date. I choose to go all out, treating it like a proper date. Got my clothes out, accessories and wardrobe meltdown included. Did my hair, applied the lipgloss. Sat at my desk and did a camera test: Face. CheckHair. Check.Clothing placement. Check.Right amount of cleavage (joking)Nothing weird in the... Continue Reading →

Apr 3 – Journal Entry

I am perturbed and a bit annoyed with myself. Yesterday offered opportunities for self-discovery, which I intend to capitalize on, but I didn't in those moments. I realized I don't always speak up in defence of myself, saying what's on my mind, as I'd like to think I do. I will spend time trying to... Continue Reading →

Apr 2 – Journal Entry

Starting my journal early. Hoping to get to bed on time. Last night I was still awake at 2:30 am; mind all over the place, so I decided to surf and came upon a pen with a camera in it. Cool! Spy gear. I love Bond movies. When I was young, I wanted to be... Continue Reading →

Apr 1 – Journal Entry

It's way past my bedtime, but I MUST write. Over Skype, I reminisced with my co-workers on the April Fool's prank they played on me last year. We remember some of the details differently, but I caught the gist, so I don't plan to change the post. Authenticity is essential, but what if your memories... Continue Reading →

Barstool Existentialist II

"My mom told me I should always eat before going on a date. I didn't listen." "Mm-hmm." "Yesterday I met a guy from OKC after work - I skipped lunch cause shit was crazy. By the time I met him for dinner, I was starving. I felt light-headed." "We got our table and drinks pretty... Continue Reading →

Mar 29 – Journal Entry

Started cooking at like 7 am. Lunch/dinner was ready before noon. I made Oxtail w/ rice and coleslaw. The boys were like, " Mom! Can we have more?" They will eat everything; think locusts. If I don't stop them (or hide it), it's gone so fast I find myself wondering if it was actually there.... Continue Reading →

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